Thursday, April 27, 2006

Maison Launch Day

I headed to a new club by the name Maison, the DJ of the day was Fuzz. After preview about the club, I was under the impression that it's a cool club. When I reached there, I had to wait for the cashier for like 5 minutes. She was not around. When I entered, it was worse than any regular club in Penang. There is no dance floor, only some wierd old school flooring. As for the small crowd, understandable. The workers are polite, including the bouncers. It is a new club after all. The decoration was dissapointing indeed, make no bones about it! Its is dull, what can I say?

Cover Charge: RM20nett

Date: APRIL 26, 2006


Tel: 03- 238 12088


EMEA - GIS Capricorn : My Working Place

Some of you might know about my job. Some don't. Some wonder why I work at a wierd time. Well, I work at a call center which follows UK working hours.

These pics are taken today and I would like to share with you. JD says that someone in UK office wanted pics of our team. These are the pics:

JD, my team's lead.

Yes Sir, it's me!

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Don't Believe the Hype: Why you Turn On Me?

I guess it all started since 1st April, April Fool's day. Now who ended being the fool, NOT me! @$$h0l£! Here's my side. I am bored talking about it. This is the last time I'm gonna tell my side.

For 1st April gig, I done told him that I have no transport in Penang.
As for 8th April gig, no sms reply from 3rd April to 7th April, is it my fault?
He don't give a fuck about it, should I?

After coming back from JB (on that day itself, 9th April), I asked Raja out to lepak as usual, he says he was tired and all. I was like "aiight, cool".

Next day, 10th April,
I wanted to check Naughty G myspace account. Only then, I found out that I was kicked out of the group witout notice. I was pissed.

Ben told me me that they went recording without informing me, I wasn't told about it. After I saw the pics, only then I believe Ben. Not that I want to be in the track, at least tell me as a groupmate so that I will know the group's progress if someone were to ask about the group's progress.

I called and SMS Raja, he do not pick up the phone or reply any of my sms. I called Mei, she ask Ah Phat to answer. So it's vivd what they have in mind already.

Then some people told me both you b!+ch£$ talk shit about about me behind my back.

Not long after that I came out with a diss track, yet to be released.
This track is to represent all the Real Mothefuckin' G's. Not for for studio gangsta or wanksta like both you b!+ch£$ !

Raja, when u needed help, who was the one who helped you without asking anything in return. I aint need to answer that because anyone in Penang who knows us can answer you that. But for fucks sake, it was me. I treated you like you're my little brother, what makes I think I'm gonna act like a b!tch when it comes to you?

Last night, I meet up with Stephen. He told me what you heard:

1. I wanted to take over Naughty G and kicked you(Raja) and Mei out of the group.

2. It was because of Mei this beef started.

3. It was because of money.

FUCK what you heard because it's all 100% bullshit! How long did it took you to create this lame story to make me look like a bad guy? I never said any of that! I did told Stephen that I wanted to start my own group, leave the group after our initial plan. You know our musical difference. I never liked the name Naughty G. I'm being supportive, that's why I act like I like it. I never dissed you in anyway before this beef started. As expected, you did get the story twisted.

Why you turn On Me. Is it because I'm still a t-h-u-g but I mellow down my style?

MuthaFuck Raja

MuthaFuck Mei

MuthaFuck Naughty G

MuthaFuck you pussy G

Some godsis Mei turn out to be. Raja be a man, learn to live with what you done started. Raja and Mei, we aint friends. We aint shit.

I aint a b!+ch, just because you had your fun and now want to end this beef I have to do so?

FUCK both you b!+hes! I aint no toy soldier! Stupid FUCKS!

If you start again, I'll do like ODB, I"LL FUCK YO' A$$ UP!

Don't start nothing, it won't be nothing!

All 'em square fools! Don't believe the hype!

I aint know what those 2 bytches get by doing this to me.

Now, I don't care what are they up to!

I aint suprise if those guys bang Raja's "PublicProperty" sis.

A bytch is a bytch!

I treat 'em nice with sincerity, this is the muthafuckin' thanks I get?

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Freaking Song

How many could remember this track by Jodeci? Even in the starting of the new Biggie video Nasty Girl, Biggie and his homeboy was singging "Everytime I close my eyes, I wake up feelin' so horny". The brothers, K-Ci and Jojo sang the hook for 2pac for How Do You Want it. They even got Usher rapping "Gotta nigga feenin' like Jodeci".

"Freek'n You"

I wanna freak you [repeat X8]

Everytime I close my eyes

I wake up feelin' so horny

I can't get you outta my mind

Sexin' you be all I see

I would give anything

Just to make you understand me

I don't give a damn about nothing else

Freek'n you is all I see


Tonight, I need your body

Tonight, you got my time

Tonight you won't be sorry

Tonight, you got my mind

You got my mind, all I wanna do is freak you


What must I say

What must I do

To show how much

I think about freek'n you

What must I say

What must I do

To show how much

I think about freek'n you

Oooh, I could go on for days

But I couldn't go on for weeks

I can even play with another body

But it wouldn't last 'cause I'm a freak

Turned on by everything you say

I'm turned on by everything you do

And at night when I close my eyes

I only dream of freek'n you

Tonight, I need your body

Tonight, you got my time

Tonight, you won't be sorry

Tonight you got my mind

What must I say

What must I do

To show how much

I think about freek'n you

What must I say

What must I do

To show how much

I think about freek'n you

Freek out

And freek me up and down

DeVante Swing

Freek out

And freek me up and down

Freek out and freek me up and down

Every freek'n night and every freek'n day

I wanna freek you baby in every freek'n way

Every freek'n day, every freek'n night

I wanna freek you girl

Your body's so freek'n tight

Every freek'n night and every freek'n day

I wanna freek you baby in every freek'n way

Every freek'n day, every freek'n night

I wanna freek you girl

Your body's so freek'n tight

What must I say

What must I do

To show how much

I think about freek'n you

What must I say

What must I do

To show how much

I think about freek'n you

What must I say

What must I do

To show how much I think about freek'n you

I think about freek'n you

I wanna freek you [repeat until fade]

Dream Came True

My friend's article was featured in todays' Sun newspaper. She gave me the link via MSN. I was shocked but happy that her writting came out in the newspaper. She interviewed her friend, Reena in the article. Now I'm looking for a copy of it. Her name is Wai Ling a.k.a. DreamMachine. Mad Propz girl! Congrats on the job at V!#@ Mag!

Monday, April 17, 2006

What's Life?

“The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A Death! What's that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you're too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school. You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating...
...and you finish off as an orgasm.”

- George Carlin

I've been through so many challenges in life. Several events or scenario that really made me fell fast straight down to Rock Bottom. It did made me stronger. I noticed that love is my weakness. I admit I need it. I even remember vividly 3 hours before I got 6 stiches on the back of my head. I hate talking about it as some would think I'm bragging about it.

How do 1 learn in lfe? Stare at the world throgh their rear view? Meaning learn from past experience. My force of habbit, trust another sometimes made me unaware that so called friends to backstab me. I rather have a friend that would stab me on my chest than on the back!


See to live is to suffer but to survive

well that's to find meaning in the suffering.

Ay yo I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up

Ay yo I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I can't get up

Ay yo I'm slippin' I'm fallin' I gots to get up

Get me back on my feet so I can tear shit up!

Stress and strive are part and parcel for every victory that 1 would want. If you want something, you got to pay the price. 1 got to work hard to get what they want. I know I did. There are some obstacles that i did went through. But if 1 really wants the achive, then any big obtacle should be like a puddle of water.

Here's a quote I have in my heart


"I'd rather die like a man, than live like a coward"

What I do not understand is how 1 can snitch or turn on another's back so easily just for fame? Not pure fame, but then again I find it lame. Friends? Could 1 be a friend? For me, a friend will never backstab you or talk shit or shit to you. Some friend would even take a bullet for you. It is easily understood for a man if his ex-girlfriend do that. Remember what Eazy E said, " A bitch is a bitch". Here's a preview of my diss track to some bitches:

Ayyo Raja , here's a track

and take heed cuz it's phat

bitch, you fuck with Excaliber

so now time to pay the piper

I heard that track you just did

99% of it just palin bullshit

muthafuck Shah, muthafuck Mei, Muthafuck Pussy G

claiming to be hard is plain hillarious to me

Now just for fame you turn your back on them?

Heard you even snitch but you call yourself a man?

now Raja threw his lipsticks and talking like he's a gangsta

I'm having the last laugh asking "now who's the wanksta?"

Mei was never a gangsta plus she's a public property, H - O - E

used to blow me but now against me, bitch dun fuck with me

Give head and go back to Penang and tell 'em bullshit

I aint giving a fuck cuz a bitch always get hit, bitch suck my dick

Naughty G aint hot or even luke warm

When I c 'em, they gonna get stomp

Fuck Naughty G cuz they only talk shit when I'm gone

Cause those wanksta bitches fear me in physical form

P.S. Point, thanks for consulting me, I'm more than ready to tear up these bitches lyricly and physically.

Am I ready for the whole hip hop shit? Only time will tell.

Thursday, April 13, 2006


Again today! Me and Fiq dress to work similar. Such coincidence happens numerous working days but today I took the opportunity to take a picture.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Letter of Joy

After working at my current company for a year, I finally receive the letter that I hope to receive. I was a sub-contractor but now my status is permanent staff. I was happy as it is what I hoped for and now I manage to have it. Now, time to work. (I'm in the office now)

Sunday, April 09, 2006

JB, X was There

I was suppose to perform on the 8th at Titan Club, but there was no SMS reply from Raja since Monday. To me, Remy's engagement is important to me. He's one of my closest friend. He aint heavy, he's my brother. Remy, sorry I rather call u a friend than a colleague. Dev calls him Pao while I call him Bai. I told him that I want to be his bestman for his wedding day.

Last 2 days was fun indeed. I headed down to JB for Remy’s engagement party. It all started early Saturday morning about 7a.m. I was in Anthony’s car with him and his wife. On the way, we stopped to have a quick breakfast. When we reached JB, he showed me and told me stories about him and his previous job. He also told me how he used to travel from JB to KL once in a while last time.


When we were there, we headed to the Gudwara. Anthony forgot to bring along a scarf. So I accompanied him to go and buy one. When we were in front of the Gudwara which is located at Jalan Trus, we waited for the rest. Vixx and the rest came. Vixx was like a cameraman. He was videoing the scene. We went in and the ceremony was going on. In a while, Remy was distributing something. I could not recognize him. It’s the first time I see him wearing a turban. When he came, then only I know he was passing some sweet stuff. The ceremony was extremely long for me. Guess I didn’t pray for so long. I think a Buddhist praying session is as long.

As we walk to the car park, I saw an interesting building. I have no idea what building is it, but I asked Dev to snap a pic of it. Then, me in the picture with the building as the background.

After the ceremony, the gang headed to the hotel. Me, Ben, Jam and Razzman had a quick lunch. Ben and Jam went to the room to sleep while I and Razzman walked around the shopping area looking for stuff to purchase. I ended buying a pair of socks and a red colar t-shirt at Nike. Then we headed to the room and have a quick nap.

The Room:

We headed to a hall for the second part pf the ceremony around 6P.M. I was wearing my new Nike and a new cheap watch. There's the "Welcome to the family" ceremony. There is a nice dance performance by a little girl. There was some food but mostly all about beer. Remy was not wearing turban this time. His father-in-law was a happy man and a friendly person. His father-in-law reminded me of my dad during my sister’s wedding night. The food menu was curry chicken, rice, veg and egg. As for the beverage, it was sirup, wine and beer. The main beverage for the night is beer.

After a tiring dinner, we headed to the hotel. Everyone rest. Vixx totally knocked out. He was extremely drunk. I was in the room dead bored and enjoying the chocolates that I bought before heading to the room. Then it was a nice hot bath in the hot tub in the room.

dinner Evevnt Venue

The next day, we headed for lunch before we start our journey back to Petaling Jaya. On the way, we stopped for ice cream. I was enjoying a nice nap in Ben’s car. Here's a bit of the story. Just a little bit of the story.

I knew that there is gonna be some checking by the Kastam team. I managed to smuggle a few bars of chocolates and 3 packs of ciggies. I wanted to smuggle a bottle of coffee alcohol but didn't.

Let's go, we can do it!

The Kastam process. What we went through, I managed to get down and snap a few pictures with my phone.

No one got caught. Vixx managed to get away with a bottle. Lucky mofo!

After that, first thing first. Fill in the fuel. Then only lunch time.

We headed to Danga Bay for lunch. The place is OK but the food is nothing special. They don't sell Lontong there. What a waste. I wanted to try Lontong but it was not available there. I had ikan bakar, kankung and rice for lunch. The ikan bakar was the worst I have in my life. The one at Jalan 222 is even better.

My lunch:


fish before


fish after

After lunch, we all went to front of the place and had a mini photo session.

My Photo session:

Which of Remy's look would you prefer? With or without turban.

Can you make a conversation for this pic?

It could be,

Ben: Eat properly you fool !

X: I'm a bad boy, I aint got manners so I eat with my fingers!

What?! There aint more to it!

Time To Leave